很多时候人与人之间的关系就像天气一样，阴晴不定

几时刮风打雷，下雨放晴，等等的。。都不是我们这些人类所能控制的

而我时常在面对人际关系这门功课时，吃了很多的闭门羹，

如果它是一项必修课，那我肯定是‘肥佬’的那一个

这全都拜我那个‘缩骨’的性格所致

当任何关系一旦被认定了出现状况，很多时候我并不会想办法去补救

反而是选择了抽身离开，或者是让关系继续恶化，又或者是企图的去恶化他

并不为什么，只不过是那自我防卫的程式被启动了，因为不想要受伤害，所以选择在这阶段‘快刀斩乱麻’

很多时候面对这种问题我只想说：我累了，做朋友让我很累，也许我们根本就不适合做朋友/知己，又或者大家只可能做hi-bye friend. 我知道我把话说重了，但是这也许是事实？因为我开始感受不到我们之间的真诚，开始觉得战战兢兢，开始觉得被伤害了，开始。。。。

只能说朋友难觅，但知己更难寻。

今天不知怎么搞的，心情就是很糟糕。想找人说话却不知道因该找什么人，又因该说些什么呢？

Holiday life...

love the legging ~ ♥ shape

9 more days to go then my Kuching Holiday is gonna officially comes to an end.

Anyway, dont care about those things that gonna torture me next sem, what I should do now is eat more, sleep more and relax more before I heading back to Kelantan.

p/s: Somehow I do miss life at Kelantan, yeah, I know Imma sot liao..

Now what I do everyday is online, play games, watch drama, hang out with friends and family, and of course, MAKAN!

Oh ya, by the way, also play with this si gin na, he is very very naughty..

p/p/s: yeah, I know imma keep on repeating, what to do, thats my life mah..so bye!

2 more days to go then it comes to the end of CNY, which also means I'm going back to Kelantan soon.

It actually not a bad news, as every time after the semester break holiday, I always feel better, feel that myself are ready for the coming tasks that given by God.

Sometime human really need a break, a rest, so that they can 'recharge' themselves for the following journey.

And by the way, got myself a new gadget, the Samsung Galaxy Note which I think it is really awesome! (Thanks to my dad, but now means no more iphone until I graduate). Seriously at first I really hate to get myself such a big/ gigantic handphone (hey man, 5 inch screen kay!), as it think it really very ma fan. But after that, I've changed my point of view by treating this gadget as a mini tablet with extra calling function, then I start to think that it really useful.

1st, the screen is really big enough for me to surf the net, stream youtube and those Taiwan entertainment shows.

2nd, I really love the s-pen function as it can capture the screen/ print screen just like what I always do using laptop. Sketch, drawing, more and more cool apps

3rd, no more lagging and force close situation happen when I play games or using apps. I like to use it to play games, now trying to get more psp games and N64 games. Btw, I just found out that I can use mouse to control my Galaxy Note, this is cool!

4th, this is kinda important for students at usmkk, this gadget with the latest android allow me to key in proxy if I choose to use our school wifi! YESH! This means that, I can use whatsapp, talkbox, more youtube, more facebook, more twitter, etc

AND many more, but I lazy to list down one by one....

for me, if you wish to get a smartphone, I might think that Galaxy S2 is a better choice cz it is smaller and with faster speed while surfing the net, but if you're looking for a gadget like ipad or tab and wanna have whole in one function, I think that this Note really fulfill all the needs, not too big like ipad and not too small which actually just like the old-time PDA with good processor and screen resolution.

Now gonna continue watch my China drama (Gong 1)...will update soon, bye guys !