Actually, there are somethings i never tell anyone, any of my friends..
I put on lotz of smile on my face everyday, that just wish to cover something that i dont want others to know
i cry sometime when it happen
i shout inside my heart
tears drop.......
i couldnt stop it..i dont know why
even i've told myself billions of time that i shouldnt care any more
Sometime i just wish that im not exist in this world, at least i dont have to face that tons of problems
The problem make me feel stressed,
my stress-level doubled as i still need to sit for exam on that time
but i dint tell anyone, not even my best friend, i choose to store everything inside my heart
this affect me, and i get such a suck result during my exam
I realise that This isnt the life i want,
and i've told myself that i dont wanna stay at kuching, billion of no for this....
this push me to study hard, till i can forget all these things that i dont wish to remember...
How good that if i can just delete it from my memory
No matter how, this thing should come to an end..
I just wish that life goes on smoothly
no more tears but only smile, joys and fun ♥
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